I know writing this post won't help my situation much, but I'm suffering so much from depression that I needed a place for venting and support.
I see a lot of people who've received their EAD after having filed their documents in May..June..July..
Mine went in April 12, it's been over 5 months.. and I have had no updates..
I've been told by my attorney and by the USCIS that nothing is wrong, and that the only thing I can do is wait..
I understand that..but it's been so long, and whatever small hope I had...just keeps diminishing..
I've cried so many times, this helplessness, the days spent by myself..waiting with nothing to do..has been killing me.
I've tried holding on... My sweet boyfriend of a year has been so supportive, and yet...
this past month..I have been so insecure, fragile.. and in doubt of my own being, and of my stay here.. I've been the worst girlfriend ever..
My negativity, my depression has driven us into fights, and I couldn't handle that I was burdening him with my inability to handle my own self,
I ended up calling the relationship quits..
I'm sad and heartbroken, and so lost.
I've lost.. or rather threw away.. the strongest support I had, because I couldn't handle burdening him.
In a way I'm relieved I don't have to come to him with my sadness, that he's no longer my outlet to my problems, but it breaks my heart that I had to break his
because of my situation, because I couldn't handle my own sorrow..
I'm sure a lot of you have suffered the wait..on your own terms,
I've been there...going beyond.. 60 days... 90 days..91 days...92...100...110..120...130...140...150 days..
hoping...just hoping maybe it'll be today that I get an update.
and now.. it's been 158 days...
and extreme loneliness for 6...
I know there's only a handful of you..if at all.. that have gone past this long..
But if there are..can you please share your experiences...
Any word of support or advice would really help...
Thank you
PD: 4/12
Biometrics: 5/15
Receipt for i765.. has been received (before end of may)
I see a lot of people who've received their EAD after having filed their documents in May..June..July..
Mine went in April 12, it's been over 5 months.. and I have had no updates..
I've been told by my attorney and by the USCIS that nothing is wrong, and that the only thing I can do is wait..
I understand that..but it's been so long, and whatever small hope I had...just keeps diminishing..
I've cried so many times, this helplessness, the days spent by myself..waiting with nothing to do..has been killing me.
I've tried holding on... My sweet boyfriend of a year has been so supportive, and yet...
this past month..I have been so insecure, fragile.. and in doubt of my own being, and of my stay here.. I've been the worst girlfriend ever..
My negativity, my depression has driven us into fights, and I couldn't handle that I was burdening him with my inability to handle my own self,
I ended up calling the relationship quits..
I'm sad and heartbroken, and so lost.
I've lost.. or rather threw away.. the strongest support I had, because I couldn't handle burdening him.
In a way I'm relieved I don't have to come to him with my sadness, that he's no longer my outlet to my problems, but it breaks my heart that I had to break his
because of my situation, because I couldn't handle my own sorrow..
I'm sure a lot of you have suffered the wait..on your own terms,
I've been there...going beyond.. 60 days... 90 days..91 days...92...100...110..120...130...140...150 days..
hoping...just hoping maybe it'll be today that I get an update.
and now.. it's been 158 days...
and extreme loneliness for 6...
I know there's only a handful of you..if at all.. that have gone past this long..
But if there are..can you please share your experiences...
Any word of support or advice would really help...
Thank you
PD: 4/12
Biometrics: 5/15
Receipt for i765.. has been received (before end of may)
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